OK, this is about Steven!

Who's steven?
new one? Let me tell you first, why i met him, kiss him, and *you know what i did right??*

So, Thursday, 25 nov 2010, sedikit menyedihkan buat gw...
Bill dateng, (ketika itu dia datang dan gw sedang bercerita di blog gw tentang dia, dan gw akhirnya menulis... "eh, Bill dateng... lanjut ntar deh)

dia datang, dan bilang " I have to say sorry, I can hangout with you today, the reason is BF things, and we have deal before about this " dan gw pun sedih. serius, gw sedih banget. will be alone and have no idea! dia juga membatalkan rencana menginap bersama, dan dia berjanji untuk nganter ke airport jumat malam, but before that we will have early dinner together.

hari itu gw pindah hotel, called Take A Nap hotel, at Rama IV area, near silom road, and near with BTS Station. mau diapain lagi ya? itu kan pacar orang. dan gw akhirnya memutuskan untuk jalan2 sendiri.

Kamis, 11.00 gw dateng ke hotel dan check in, hotel is cheap, about 1000thb a night, clean, dan lumayan bagus, you can get free breakfast, free wifi. I was stay for a night. after check in i go for a walk, and brought my map.
karena gw ga bersemangat, gw akhirnya cari makan siang, dan kembali kekamar.
chat dengan beberapa teman lewat YM.
Bill send me text, and he said, I hope i can meet you at 3.30 today.
and he didn't come.

Finally, I came to manjam site.
I saw some status..
-Looking for friends
-Looking for chat
-Checking message
-Looking for meet later
-Looking for meet Now

and i gone to "looking for meet later & looking for meet now"
I choose white man, up 30 (yes my type) and give them message
about 4-5 man. about 2 persons replied and cant meet me.
one man, said, already have a date
one man, we trade MSN first, did chat, and he ask for video chat, and he want webcam sex..
(Hey,, i need real hahahahha) so, tonight will alone, garing, basi.

and finally i saw this tempting picture... but he just "checking message", and i gave him message.
and he replied, and said.. I would like to meet you, tomorrow i free all day, and tonight i will have a dinner with a friend, so cant meet you tonight, but i'm not sure with my friend, so i will let you know soon, or I can ring you if you still awake, hm... how about tomorrow?

I was said, tomorrow i will leave bangkok at night about 20:15.
we trade phone number.
and he rang me.
he offered for breakfast together, at vegetarian restaurant, take BTS from your hotel, he gave me direction, and finally i said OK.
he said, maybe we can go to temple or lunch together.

i was think about, "I really hope he cancel with his friend hahahahhaa"
but, no info from him.
so, after did manjam, i just slept at my room!

I went to malaysian halal restaurant called "Chili Padi, at silom soi 1" and God! Alone, lonely... hiks hiks, I miss my ex, I miss Bill...
Got back to hotel soooooo early, and Steven didn't call.
I sit on my ass at lobby, and did chat with friends at YM, got a bottle of singa beer, checking email, facebook, did YM, and I've heard someone talked with indonesian words.
Two girls, sibling.
gw nyapa duluan, dan akhirnya pembicaraan berlanjut sampai jam steng 12 malam, masih terlalu pagi di sana.
kami berkenalan dan bertukar cerita tentang pekerjaan dan traveling, was great, and we trade facebook ID.

at 23:something steven send me text "see you tomorrow".

time for sleep......

05:23am he send me text, "Call or sms me when you wake"
i send him text, just give me direction so i can save in my phone.
he gave me direction.
and i'm sooooooooooooo nervous!
will do sex after august?? hahahaha such a long long time for me.

he rang me again 'I forgot to tell you that i have an allergy with perfume, any kind of perfume, so dont use that OK?

ok...
Finally i met him at BTS station, he stand in front of me... "yes, he is sexy" with his glasses, and look straight. hahaha
he offered about new plan...
so, near here.. have a chicken rice restaurant and near my house, we can buy that and bring to my house or you still want to go to vegetarian restaurant??
and of course i choose CHICKEN RICE ;)................... too brave son!

Beli nasi ayam, dan dibawalah gw ke apartemen-nya.

we are an adult, we know what we want to do.
first time he show me he's tattoos, he got 3 tattoos, and this is my chance to touch hes body.
during eat our breakfast, we talk about what he did, what i did, for work, for life.
what make me interest is.. if someone share about his love story.
he shared to me about he's ex BF is born in indonesia, grow up in HK, and living in newyork, and living together with him about 15 years. weww...
and next interesting story about another ex for about 2 years, hehehe..

can i continue later???

call me bitch now..... fyuhhh......
enjoy life aja deh.


Bill drive me to airport at friday night.. I will let you know later
time for swim now...


see ya!