OK, this is about Steven!

Who's steven?
new one? Let me tell you first, why i met him, kiss him, and *you know what i did right??*

So, Thursday, 25 nov 2010, sedikit menyedihkan buat gw...
Bill dateng, (ketika itu dia datang dan gw sedang bercerita di blog gw tentang dia, dan gw akhirnya menulis... "eh, Bill dateng... lanjut ntar deh)

dia datang, dan bilang " I have to say sorry, I can hangout with you today, the reason is BF things, and we have deal before about this " dan gw pun sedih. serius, gw sedih banget. will be alone and have no idea! dia juga membatalkan rencana menginap bersama, dan dia berjanji untuk nganter ke airport jumat malam, but before that we will have early dinner together.

hari itu gw pindah hotel, called Take A Nap hotel, at Rama IV area, near silom road, and near with BTS Station. mau diapain lagi ya? itu kan pacar orang. dan gw akhirnya memutuskan untuk jalan2 sendiri.

Kamis, 11.00 gw dateng ke hotel dan check in, hotel is cheap, about 1000thb a night, clean, dan lumayan bagus, you can get free breakfast, free wifi. I was stay for a night. after check in i go for a walk, and brought my map.
karena gw ga bersemangat, gw akhirnya cari makan siang, dan kembali kekamar.
chat dengan beberapa teman lewat YM.
Bill send me text, and he said, I hope i can meet you at 3.30 today.
and he didn't come.

Finally, I came to manjam site.
I saw some status..
-Looking for friends
-Looking for chat
-Checking message
-Looking for meet later
-Looking for meet Now

and i gone to "looking for meet later & looking for meet now"
I choose white man, up 30 (yes my type) and give them message
about 4-5 man. about 2 persons replied and cant meet me.
one man, said, already have a date
one man, we trade MSN first, did chat, and he ask for video chat, and he want webcam sex..
(Hey,, i need real hahahahha) so, tonight will alone, garing, basi.

and finally i saw this tempting picture... but he just "checking message", and i gave him message.
and he replied, and said.. I would like to meet you, tomorrow i free all day, and tonight i will have a dinner with a friend, so cant meet you tonight, but i'm not sure with my friend, so i will let you know soon, or I can ring you if you still awake, hm... how about tomorrow?

I was said, tomorrow i will leave bangkok at night about 20:15.
we trade phone number.
and he rang me.
he offered for breakfast together, at vegetarian restaurant, take BTS from your hotel, he gave me direction, and finally i said OK.
he said, maybe we can go to temple or lunch together.

i was think about, "I really hope he cancel with his friend hahahahhaa"
but, no info from him.
so, after did manjam, i just slept at my room!

I went to malaysian halal restaurant called "Chili Padi, at silom soi 1" and God! Alone, lonely... hiks hiks, I miss my ex, I miss Bill...
Got back to hotel soooooo early, and Steven didn't call.
I sit on my ass at lobby, and did chat with friends at YM, got a bottle of singa beer, checking email, facebook, did YM, and I've heard someone talked with indonesian words.
Two girls, sibling.
gw nyapa duluan, dan akhirnya pembicaraan berlanjut sampai jam steng 12 malam, masih terlalu pagi di sana.
kami berkenalan dan bertukar cerita tentang pekerjaan dan traveling, was great, and we trade facebook ID.

at 23:something steven send me text "see you tomorrow".

time for sleep......

05:23am he send me text, "Call or sms me when you wake"
i send him text, just give me direction so i can save in my phone.
he gave me direction.
and i'm sooooooooooooo nervous!
will do sex after august?? hahahaha such a long long time for me.

he rang me again 'I forgot to tell you that i have an allergy with perfume, any kind of perfume, so dont use that OK?

ok...
Finally i met him at BTS station, he stand in front of me... "yes, he is sexy" with his glasses, and look straight. hahaha
he offered about new plan...
so, near here.. have a chicken rice restaurant and near my house, we can buy that and bring to my house or you still want to go to vegetarian restaurant??
and of course i choose CHICKEN RICE ;)................... too brave son!

Beli nasi ayam, dan dibawalah gw ke apartemen-nya.

we are an adult, we know what we want to do.
first time he show me he's tattoos, he got 3 tattoos, and this is my chance to touch hes body.
during eat our breakfast, we talk about what he did, what i did, for work, for life.
what make me interest is.. if someone share about his love story.
he shared to me about he's ex BF is born in indonesia, grow up in HK, and living in newyork, and living together with him about 15 years. weww...
and next interesting story about another ex for about 2 years, hehehe..

can i continue later???

call me bitch now..... fyuhhh......
enjoy life aja deh.


Bill drive me to airport at friday night.. I will let you know later
time for swim now...


see ya!

PDA, yes.. pertama kalinya dalam hidup gw

Hi, gw sekarang berada didalam kamar gw, di Jakarta, indonesia,
Just got back from Bangkok last night.
Anyway, read 'Jo' comment on my shout mix, makasih ya bro... iya aku sadar kok dia punya orang, ini aku mau jelasin (lagi tentang bill, setelah tertunda2)

Last time aku cerita tentang pengalaman jalan2 di Ayyuthya sama Bill,
Bill ngajarin banyak Hal tentang yang namanya relationship, dia share gimana dia divorce sama Istrinya, terus kebangkok dengan Ex china's BF, dan akhirnya sekarang bersama partnernya.
gw sempet ragu karena "masuk" di "rumah tangga" orang.
Well, kami mengawali semua dari chat, dan saling tahu, dia memprioritaskan pacarnya, dan juga senang jadi teman gw, dia bilang, sex cuman bonus, dan gw sadar, kalo sampe jatuh cinta, it will be big big big trouble! dan hati gw akhirnya kuat buat bilang, yeah, he is my bestfriend, and our sex is bonus, we are an adult... dia dan pacarnya sama2 mengerti, mereka sudah 9 tahun,
mungkin kalo gw ga bisa share2, tapi ada orang yang bisa.. manusia beda2..

anyway, perjalanan liburan weekend bareng bill memang sangat menyenangkan agustus lalu, ulang tahun gw berasa indah, dengan "teman" baru.
kami berenang bersama, jalan ke kuil sama2, makan malam sama2..
gw ga mau ngehancurin hubungan ini, semua berjalan baik.
kami keep contact, dan saling memberi kabar (as a best friend), dan dia bilang
"WE ALWAYS BE A FRIENDS" itu komitment-nya.

sampe skr semua terkontrol baik, dan gw sama sekali ga jatuh cinta sama dia.
he is too beautiful for me. and he is great kisser for sure.


Kami jalan melihat kuil2 di ayyuthya.
selama weekend dia selalu laporan sama pacarnya lewat telepon, dia cerita tentang menu makan siang, makan malam, cuaca, semua-nya...

dan gw berpikir, aduhh perusak banget sih, tapi satu sisi gw belajar dari dia, bahwa dengan ngga mengekang pasangan akan memperpanjang usia pacaran, sulit loh sampe 9 tahun menurut gw.

jadi dia mengajarkan untuk setia sampai mati dengan satu orang, dan berteman dengan siapapun yang dia, dan pacar-nya dia suka, selama, masih tau tentang rasa cinta, masih inget pulang, hahahah..

setelah dari ayyuthya, sebelum dia nganter ke airport, kami sempet ke Chatuchak market, weekend market untuk sekedar hangout, dan akhirnya mengantar ke airport jam 06sore.
I was sad, karena setelah chat hampir setahun, share, support, akhirnya ktemu dan seneng2 selama 3 hari, dan akhirnya harus misah di airport.
dan kami berciuman di depan orang banyak.
PDA, yes.. pertama kalinya dalam hidup gw, mencium laki2, "suami" orang, dan didepan umum.

dan "pertemanan" dilanjutkan hampir tiap waktu dengan chat, sms, ataupun telp,
tentang kerjaan, car free day, tentang weekend, PIM, masak, semua deh...
and we will always be a friends.

sampai akhirnya beberapa hari yang lalu hadir dibangkok memenuhi undangannya untuk dateng..

dan.. saya pun mengantuk.. can we continue later??




malam minggu,




Abon

Lanjut deh *dari pada di tabok farrel*

2nd day in bangkok..
OK, gw mau bilang skr gw lagi di bangkok.
Kemaren semangat cerita tentang Bill karena mau ke bangkok. (terlena..)

sombong banget gw, ke bangkok berangkat rabu pulang jumat malem...
(Bill yang nyuruh sih) hehehe... (sombong apaan?? ga cukupppppp)
berangkat dengan QZ7716 Sendiri, meski sempet lirik2 bule lucu yang satu pesawat, gw nyampe sekitar jam 8 malem semalem. Bill ga jemput, well, as i wrote he is with his BF, jadi ga ada kesempatan buat ktemu tadi malam, kami mau ktemu (sebentar lagi) sambil nunggu ada baiknya isi blog dulu.
gw nginep di hotel murah meriah, well kali ini gw harus bayar sendiri, daripada-daripada deh, hotelnya lumayan bagus dan murah... namanya The train inn.. hotel buat para backpacker,
ada 3 class, yang kamar mandi sendiri, yang sekamar rame2 dan share bathroom, dan yang terakhir sendiri dan share bathroom.
gw yang dikelas ke 3, about 450thb, seratus ribuan lah...

lumayan buat semalem, hari ini gw pindah di Bally studio suit, daerah sukhumvit. Atas kesepakatan bersama Bill, he will pick up me here, dan akan bermalam bersama malam ini.

OK, talking about Bill...

aku lanjutin tentang perjalanan kemaren kali ya (agustus)

Hari ke dua di Ayyuthya, kami jalan2 di beberapa temple, kalo gw bilang menarik, dan punya nilai history yang besar, Bill cerita tentang ayyuthya (Well untuk ukuran bule dari US yang udah 9 tahun di BKK, ini menarik! dia cerita banyak tentang sejarah2).
kami jalan2, makan siang, (apa cerita sebelumnya gw cerita tentang sex??) iyah, dan having sex.

pulang ke Hotel, mandi, (bareng) dan.. akhirnya... "ibu... dia menyetubuhikuu.. *gaya sinetron*"
what a great sex, after long long long time...

Eh, Bill jemput... (later deh ya.....)




Abon
(kangen ama apis ama farrel deh.. I'm OK and getting better)

Dalam hati gue.. "Kok bisa ya??"

OK, gw mulai dari mana ya?
dari "hi semua!" aja...

Udah lama banget, ngga nulis ya :)
sebenernya bukan ngga nulis, gue beberapa kali nulis, dan akhirnya ke "draft", sok-sok mau ngedit-ngedit, akhirnya kelupaan.

Apa kabar gua? BAIK. Banget.
Semakin cinta ama diri sendiri, dan tentunya sama Gebetan.
hehehe.
Bulan agustus 2010, setelah ulang tahun gue.
Gue memutuskan untuk ulang tahun di Patayya, bersama... Sendiri :)
(ada yang boong hahahhahaha)
Call him B (Shit kenapa namanya hampir sama ya...) biar ga sama, gue akan clear-kan namanya...
Bill, orang america (sorry jek, i'm into bule) tinggal dan bekerja di bangkok, as a manager satu perusahan property (anybody know him?? setuju ga kalo gw bilang he is great kisser??)
know him waktu lagi terpuruk2nya sama mantan itu.. yeah Ben...
just chat-chat-chat, dan dia sudah punya pacar yang bersamanya selama 9 tahun, orang thai yang bekerja di Bank.
Well, Bill memang teman chat saja. (awalnya), susah jelasinnya deh, pokoknya chat sama dia nyaman, ga cuman ngomongin selangkangan dan sekitarnya.
Dia... posisinya sama kayak sahabat gw Apis, yang selalu support gw.. (Hi Apis,,, I wrote your name, do I have to pay?) hehehhe
Bill teman yang enak diajak chat, cerita semua hal yang menyenangkan. dan akhirnya gw punya bestfriend, tapi dari chat.. weird tapi itu bener.

Waktu itu, gw bilang sama dia, gw mau ke bangkok nih... dia bilang ktemu yuk.
well, gw tanya, bagaimana dengan si BF?

Bill : We have our own friends out of our relationship, we are an adult, jealousy is so childish, as long as we know how much we have love, and bla bla bla bla bla...

intinya, dia ama cowonya, udah sama-sama tau. dan ga saling repot, asal pulang kerumah!
hahahaha...

31 Juli - 3 agustus gue menikmati sendiri gw, jalan-jalan ke patayya, belanja, jalan2, belanja, bejemur, jalan2, berenang, makan2, jalan2. and No sex, walaupun sempet HORNY gila liat bule latin pake speedo didepan mata,,, slruppppp....
akhirnya 3 agustus 2010 malem, dia jemput gw di Bandara,
sempet2nya gw boong, gw bilang gw mendarat tanggal 03, jadi dari patayya ke bandara dulu.

Bill, manis, mature, rapih (pake kemeja putih fit body, Blue jeans basic, dan sepatu casual) senyumnya mirip banget sama yang di Photo. he gave me hug, big hug.
aduhh.. meleleh...
abis itu dia anter ke hotel, di daerah sukhumvit, namanya Sascha Uno hotel, boutique hotel gitu deh, bagus, dan bagus hehehehe..
abis check in, dia bilang... "let me pay... happy bday..." ahhhh melelehhhhhhh...
tau gitu dari tanggal 31 deh hahahahha....

masuk kamar, dia cuman bilang, finally i met you after.. hmm.. hmmm.. 6 months chat?? or 7??
gue sama dia ngobrol2 banyak, sampai pada satu titik dia bilang "I have to go home, my boy is wait at home"....
He gave me kiss... dan gue langsung (dalam hati) ngga pengen dia pulang.
he said : "My BF is my priority, but i will meet you tomorrow, and we can out of town as we deal before"

jadi, gw dan dia berencana untuk "berlibur" ke Ayyuthya, kira2 2,5jam dari bangkok dengan mobil, dan kita mau menginap disana dan "mengenal lebih dekat".
dan besoknya Jumat pagi... dia jemput gw, dan kami menuju ayyuthya.
He drive, and play music... lagu yang pasti gw inget "Lenka, The show"...
dia nyanyiin lagu itu... huhuhuhuhuhu.....

meleleh....

selama perjalanan dia cerita kenapa pindah ke bangkok ( dulu punya perusahaan di US pas 9/11 bangkrut, dan dia pindah ke Bangkok, setahun kemudian ktemu di "pacar" dan ampe skr bersama, aduhhh pengen dehhhhh)
sampe di ayyuthya, OMG... kok dia serve gw ampe segitunya ya???









hotel bagus, kamar bagus, ruang tamu, ada dapur, mesin cuci....aduh...... apa2an ini?? heheheh... suit room?? kok ampe segininya??
Well... Enjoy our Vacation...

Hari pertama kami nyampe, langsung di isi sama makan siang di satu restaurant... Mc D hahahahahhaa...
tapi namanya lagi meleleh ya... Mc D rasanya paling ueannnakkkk...
masih "saling mengenal lebih jauh"
dan dia memang mencintai pacar-nya.
dia menelepon pacarnya, cerita tentang perjalanan, hotel, yahhh semacam "laporan" dan diakhiri dengan "be good, Love you"


gw tanya "dia tau lo sama gw??" Bill bilang "iya tau, sama teman, kalo ttg kamu dia ga tau"
dalam hati gw.. "Kok bisa ya??"

nah... kayaknya bersambung yah????

Abon mau lanjutin kerja...




Hi Apis... *banyak utang cerita nih... Plakkk!!! ditampar apis*